You Didn't Have To Cut Me Off

Somebody That I Used To Know by Goyte Performed by Glee Casts

now and then i think of when we were together
like when you said you felt so happy you could die
i told myself that you were right for me
but felt so lonely in your company
but that was love and it's an ache i still remember

you can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
like resignation to the end
always the end
so when we found that we could not make sense
well you said that we would still be friends
but i'll admit that i was glad that it was over

but you didn't have to cut me off
make out like it never happened
and that we were nothing
and i don't even need your love
but you treat me like a stranger
and that feels so rough
no you didn't have to stoop so low
have your friends collect your records
and then change your number
i guess that i don't need that though
now you're just somebody that i used to know
now you're just somebody that i used to know
now you're just somebody that i used to know

now and then i think of all the times you screwed me over
but had me believing it was always something that i'd done
but i don't wanna live that way
reading into every word you say
you said that you could let it go
and i wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

but you didn't have to cut me off
make out like it never happened
and that we were nothing
and i don't even need your love
but you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
no you didn't have to stoop so low
have your friends collect your records
and then change your number
i guess that i don't need that though
now you're just somebody that i used to know

somebody
i used to know
now you're just somebody that i used to know
somebody
i used to know
now you're just somebody that i used to know
i used to know
that i used to know
i used to know
somebody

The Longing

in the late hours of the night

here i sit and wonder

do you still think of me

and the memories we once shared

in the late hours of the night

here i sit and wonder

do you still think of me

and remember the warmth of my kisses and embrace

in the late hours of the night

here i sit and wonder

do you still think of me

and the many feelings you felt when you're with me

in the late hours of the night

here i sit and wonder

do you still think of me

and wonder what if you give us another chance

Clueless

I absolutely hate it when i don't have a f*cking clue what's happening with you.

Thoughts For Today 04212012

I know deep within my heart that what happened was supposed to be for the best but I didn't see it coming. I didn't expect it to be this soon. Life indeed is surprising. Life got me bad this time.

Tears Still Flowing

It is so hot outside but not enough to keep my tears from flowing.

Heartless

The heart breaks into million pieces.
Then the million pieces are breaking again a million times more.
The pieces of once a heart settles like dust in the open air.
The wind can’t carry the sorrow the heart carries.
The tides too can’t wash the longing the heart bears.
The rising and setting of the sun will neither help nor the ever-changing seasons.
The heart knows all too well what has been never will be again.

Note To Self 04/17/2012

There you go again with a sad eye
Don’t be sad; don’t be…

You thought it might help but it didn’t
It backfired instead
It happens; sh*t happens…

Now you are hurt beyond repair
Are you going to be ok?
In time maybe
That day will come; in time…

I still see hope in your eyes
You just have to try harder
Swallow your pride and admit your fault
Maybe, just maybe you’ll win
I hope you will; you will…

There you go again so unsure of yourself
You have what it takes
Have faith in yourself
You did it once
You’ll make it again
Don’t give up; just don’t…